finally,everything is OVER and make me totaly regret. :)

This time,
When I know u're not what I needed anymore!
But I'm HAPPY...:) still happy with eerything I had.and I don't care what I lose,
When I post this,I know everything is over :)

finally,everything is OVER and make me totaly regret. :)

This time,
When I know u're not what I needed anymore!

i dont know how to keep my boyfriend in the right way

Honestly..maybe I can looks like a stupid girl if I tell you about my weakness.
But I knew..that I always in the wrong ways to keep my boyfriend.
CAN YOU EXPLAIN ME HOW TO KEEP BOYFRIEND IN THE RIGHT WAY?
If you can,you should to let me know.quickly!

Everyday,when my heart is blooming I caring my boyfriend much and anytime.
But I don't know...that's can make he's happy or not.
Everytime I give my love with all my heart many and everytime.
But I don't know...that's can make he's bored with me or not.
Everyway I did to protect and understand about him,
But I don't know...that's can make he's won't to leave me or not.

So,now you got it?
U started to understand what the meaning about I can't to keep my boyfriend in the right way?
Maybe,many thing be my reasson.
One is I don't really know everything about boys?
Or I'm still young to know about that?oh come on..I'm teenager..
And I'm not a little girl like a baby!

LOSER.
And I won't be a loser when my boyfriend choose to leave me.
Even I don't know what the problem.

I always be a Spoilt n shy girl in my relationship..
And so arogant to show what I feel.
If I'm jalous I won't to let him know.. I always hidden even that make me so worry.
If I got angry I won't to show him,because I won't to looks like a temprament girl.
I just hidden everything and do you think that right ?
I mean do you think that's make every boy happy?
Cause I won't to push my boy.
Than I allowed him to do what he want to do.

And unfortunatelly..I guess what I did is good.good for my relation.
So,
Tell me how to keep my relationship in the right way.and also what can make he comfort with me. WOULD YOU? :)

i try,but i cant to more hope!

This story still about my relationship with somebody is so far away with me.ya.about him!
Last week,in 26 of august,we had our anniversary 1 month.
So happy,but...I don't know.what I will get from everything I try to built.
Like useless..unwork and kind of that.

Now is 3 of september 2010.
Honestly,I started to feel everything is more impposible when 1 of september.
When september just came.
Ya Allah,why u gave him for me?
Ya Allah,why u sent him to compain me now?
That's always around in my mind..
If you wanna answer,
That because you know he can make me open my heart for anyone again?
Because you know he can make me happy so you sent him to compain me?

Actually,maybe you right my dear god.he's can make me opened my heart AGAIN.
He can make me happy everytime with him..
But in the fact,evrything feel so fake!
Fake in my eyes,in my heart,in my mind.
And unfortunately I fell in love!that's my unlucky.
So unlucky to fell in love with someone I can't see and I can't feel.
Unlucky,I can't to watch him everytime I want,I can't to know the real thing about him.I can't to see him averytime I want,I can't to holding my hand with him.even I never do that with anybody before.I mean with my xboyfriend.even I never do that..

He's so crime to make me loving him even I don't know,he love me like a real relation or just a fake.

Ok,did u fawad?
Did u gave me your fake heart feeling?
Did u gave me your fake smile?
Did u gave me your fake love?
Everything is fake?
Please answer with big no-no :')

I try to make easier,I try to keep you stay with me untill the right time is come...
And I know,
I really-really know..that everything I try is make me won't to make a big wishes..

Happy B'day my dear sista,Irana gusTYA shaqira ^^

Malem ini,hal yang mau gue ceritain adalah...jreng-jreng,
Ya..udah ketawan dari judulnya lah.ini hari ultah kakak pertama gue.namanya IRANA GUSTYA SHAQIRA.sebagai bocoran ni blog,
Ni cewek udah tua,heheheeh (damai ya kakak ku sayaaaang :p) kali ini umurnya 22 tahun. :)
Setiap malem bobo bareng ama dia.kalo dia si mungkin udah 22 tahun kenal gue,kalo gue mah baru 17 taun.tapi udah tau luar dalem pastinya.soal apa aja tau semua.style ngupil,underwear,suara kentut masing2 iramanya gimana,tauuuu semuanya deh.
Sampe-sampe ya,waktu kecil gue suka "ngemilin" upil dia tau juga.hahahaha..
Pokoknya mungkin dia itu tau semua ttg gue.

Lo tau gak si blog,hari ini gue cuma ngucapin happy b'day ama dia dari bbm aja,ya..Lo tau lah kan,gue orangnya GENGSI tingkat TINGGI.
Gak tau ya,kalo mau sayang2an ama keluarga itu malu ada,gengsi ada.tergolong segan kali ya?pokoknya gue itu orangnya paling gak suka keliatan malu di depan orang lain.gak terkecuali keluarga sendiri.
Jadi kalo gue sayang2an gitu ama keluarga pengen mewek.trus gue harus pasrah jadi muka tomat.
Itu yang gak gue suka.tapi tanpa kalian taupun gue cinta banget sama kalian!

Oh ya,balik lagi ke ultah kak tya,hari ini luar biasa banget...kita pergi makan bareng,termasuk om mifta sama mbak neneng pembantu gue.
Walaupuun harus sedih karena ninggalin kuma sendirian huhuhu T_T
,tapi kuma pasti maklum buat hari besar kak tya ini :)

Balik dari sana,sekarang gue duduk berdua ama dia (kak tya) tapi dia gak nyadar deh gue lagi buat blog buat dia :)
Gilanya lagi,turun dari mobil pun dia bilang "pasti lagi nulis blog deh"
Yaaaa,lo bener banget sist,
Dan sayangnya lo gak tau kalo blog ini gue tulis tentang Lo,hari ultah Lo! :) ♥

Sista,I wanna tell you something..

Makasi ya selama ini selalu baik sama gue,
Selalu ada buat gue,
Inget banget sist,pas lo nyeramahin karena gue abis putus ama mantan gue sebelum gue pacaran sama fawad..
Makasi karena selalu bisa nerima kekurangan gue yang nyatanya emang lebih banyak dari kelebihan gue,
Makasi karena selalu anter jemput gue,
Dengerin curhat gue
Nraktir gue kalo banyak rezeky,
Selalu mau foto2in gue,
Ya..timbal balik lah,
Dan makasi juga selalu perhatian dan perduli sama gue yang bawel ini,...
•Kak tya,gue cinta banget sama lo,karena lo kakak gue sampe kapan juga.
Semoga kita selalu sama2 sampe ultah lo yang berikut2nya....

Love you much as I did to love daddy,mommy,sista fika and jauza...

Love...yola ♥

should i ?

Dear my bloggydoggy,
Maybe this time I will tell you about him...
I will tell you about my heart feeling..
I don't know how can to start this,I don't know...now he bought me headache..
I'm crying now?no!I'm not..
Because I know,he never wanna give he's tears for me..
So,how can I spent my tears to him?
Today,I was so empty!I know something changed he's feeling with me,
I know,I realise,and I feel...

Dear you my blog,can you tell me everything is gonna be alright?
I don't care how could you,I don't care how would you...I just wanna know,
That's what happened to me,I know everything is gonna be alright.MAYBE...

If you tought that's I fell in love with the wrong person,so...what can I do?should I forget him?should I leaving him?should I to make everything is over?
Oh come on!I won't to be a loser for twice,
Loser cause I try to lying with my self.I lying cause,actually I need him.

There is many thing happened since he came to my life.I can opened mt heart,I can laugh,I can smile and I can to alowed him to make me fell in with him..
But,he said he won't to make me hurt.and than what did u do now?
Don't you think this is can make everything be so trouble?

Maybe I never know if I didn't ask you about this,
But should I to ask with you before I realise that by my self?

Everything - Lifehouse

THANKS TO GAVE ME THIS SONG....Fawad,

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?






Than,I can't to tell you...

FINALLY,i can make a beautiful words for you :)

Fawad,are you bored with me?

Dear my blog,first of all..maybe I dont introduce my boyfriend yet with you,but I promise I'll tell you everything about our relationship.from the first time untill what gonna heppend that time when I tell you.but you must to know.his name is FAWAD.Fawad Salam that's his full name.he came to my life,almost 1 month and our relationship is almost 1 month too in 26 of august this year.

Dear my bloggydoggy,
This guy come from a faraway place from indonesia.and we call that pakistan.we are so diffrent.we had 2 hours diffrent,we had diffrent language,we had diffrent gender.of course..hehehe,and we had a diffrent mind too I guess.
But we had a same thing.
We was born to be a muslim people and we love each other.that's maybe.
Because,I dont know.he love me? I mean like I did?I won't to answer and I dont want to try to answer.I WON'T!

Dear my bloggydoggy.
tonight I went to sleep early.but when clock is 23:25 I woke up again.and you know,the first thing I did is sent bbm for him to let him know..I went to sleep.but unfornunately,I can't do this mission quickly.actually,I can't sleep now...

Dear my blog,
Honestly,there is something still around my mind.that's started when I went to sleep. "Are you bored with me?"That's the word.
Yes.you right.that's for my beloved man in this time.Fawad :)

Dear my blog,did you think I'm crazy?
I mean because I can loving someone who I never met before?
Because I can fell in love with this mr.pakistan?
Because I can loving someone who is real but I can't feel him?I can't touch him?I can't hold him?I can't see him?
Yes.maybe I'm being crazy but not at all...
I know is weird.but if you ask me "yola,are you really2 loving this stranger?" I just wanna answer "I do.yes I do" yes.I love this stranger with my heart.

Dear my blog,
I know,many things is so complicated to understanding but,this is my new story.my new love story with mr.pakistan and I do I love him...
Honestly,tonight I'm so worry...
I won't a bad things visit my life again when I still with my xboyfriend.

Dear my blog,did you think he love me?did he love me like as I did?if your answer is no,I won't to hear that.because I won't to broke everything I built so far..
Dear my blog,you know what?I love this stranger with my heart.all my heart even I dont know he love me TRUE OR NOT.

dear my blog,I just believe everything is gonna be alright cause we had Allah.we had a same God.
Dont you think,many humans in this world,why Allah sent him for me now?
Many country in this world,why I fell in lve with the guy from pakistan?
I know...he is my exam from Allah,can I keep him to stay with me?or NOT?that's a Secret.
And I believe Allah have a beautiful plan for you and me my beloved. :) :')

Fawad,I know I can't to hope more from this relationship.because I'm still worry to make a big hope with this relationship,
Cause you always affraid to hurt me,you affraid we dont get marry together.even I know u wouldn't hurt me.
Even I always make u sure everything is gonna be alright...
Baby,you know..I'm affraid too,but I won't you can see that.
And you must to know,I love you.my love still growing everyday...and I love you with my heart..

Fawad,are you bored with me?if the answer is yes I won't to hear that because I won't to leave you and I won't to make everything is over.

Fawad,do you love me?u can answer this question if u already with everything and when I'm sure,the word "are you bored with me" is gone from my mind :)

i cry,and i feel

Tonight..
When you said something gonna happend is so make me worried!
I ask you, "what we gonna do with our relationship?"
And you make me calm down,
Actually that's useless to make me sure,
But..
It maike me cry to thingking about you..
Honey,
You know,
I was fell in with you..
Since you gave me a happiness,I know..
I want you!
Just you..
YOU!!!

Tonight,I cry and I feel,
Because I love you..and I need you!

little poetry for my mr.Bigones :)

Here,i sit alone.
In the quite,and in the dark.
I don't know where you are,
But i can saw you in my eyes,
Far..far away from my sigh,
Walked with your foot,
Smile with your lips,
And see anything with your eyes,
Here,im alone..
And i dreaming about you,
And i saw you with my mind.

Fariz Gaffar Ahmad

Ok,dongeng gue kali ini soal seorang cowok yang gak terlalu penting dan gak pernah jadi atau berusaha berubah menjadi sesuatu yang penting.Terutama dalam hidup gue.
Masih sangat gue inget.Nama cowok ini FARIZ GAFFAR AHMAD.biasa dipanggil Fariz baik gue atau temen-temen yang lainnya.
Seinget gue,pertama kali kenal dia di kelas IXE kelas gue pas smp kelas 3. (Jaman itu sih di sebut kelas 9) waktu itu gue sama sekali gak kenal sama dia.karena gue emang gak pernah sekelas sama dia sebelumnya.

Si "Fariz" ini anaknya sederhana kalo menurut gue.karena,denger dari cerita temen-temen dia itu bapaknya tajir.Tapi,dia kalo pulang ttp aja sama mamang2 ojek.itu yang buat gue salut sama dia.
Dan itu salah satu hal yang bisa buat gue tertarik sama dia.
Awalnya,gue emang udah ngerasa kalo dia anak paling manis di kelas IXE gue itu.Gimana enggak?badannya tinggi kayak perenang,hidung mancung keturunan arab,dan warna kulit khas orang india yang gak putih dan gak item juga.

Waktu itu,masih gue inget bgt.gue suka sama dia,dan temen-temen pada ngeledekin gue setiap senyum2 di kelas.mereka gak pernah perduli apa sebenernya yang buat gue senyum.walaupun sebenernya gak selalu dia yang buat gue senyum2 manyun di kelas.tapi satu hal,si "Fariz" ini anaknya kurang agresif.kaku.dingin.dan berasa gak bakal bisa di jangkau.

Nyatanya,setelah gue tau dari temen-temen kalo dia juga naksir gue sampe ahir tahun pelajaran pun gak pernah ada sekata "suka" pun yang dia ungkapin ke gue.
Sepanjang kelas 3 itu,gue dan dia selalu duduk deketan.gak tau jodoh atau enggak.tapi,karena kelas gue sistem duduknya roling.alhasil,kalo gak gue yang di depan dia,ya dia yang di depan gue.dan selalu sebelahan..pokoknya masalah roling ini susah buat di jelasin deh (anggap ngerti aja yah :) ).

Sering banget gue dan dia sepandangan.mata-ketemu-mata.setiap kali gue nempelin muka ke meja arah kiri atau kanan,selalu barengan ama dia.alhasil,muka tomat lah gue jadinya.
Pernah waktu itu,saat les sore gue di bisikin sama temen gue yang namanya ega.dia bilang si "Fariz" liatin gue.dan pas gue liat dia,dia langsung pura2 gak tau kayak kura-kura congek.hahahaha

Dan intinya,sampai ahirnya kita pisah SMA tetep gak pernah ada jadian Sama cowok india-arab ini.

Gue gak pernah ketemu lagi atau kontek2an sama dia.secara,dari smp gue dan dia gak pernah smsan..walaupun cuma buat nanyain pr.itu gak pernah berlaku antara gue dan si "Fariz" ini.

Sekerang,gue udah SMA.gue dan dia gak pernah ketemu "lagi" sampe sekarang.gue gak tau apa kabarnya dia.walaupun dia temen fb gue,tp ttp aja gue dan dia gak begitu deket.yaaa,kayak smp lah,
Tp ahirnya pas gue di kelas 2 SMA semester 2 terakhiran gue tiba-tiba ke inget sama si cowok india-arab ini.
Gue kangen liat wajahnya,dan dia dtg ke mimpi gue,pake baju pesiar sekolahnya sekarang.
Menurut gue,dalam mimpi itu gak ada yang berubah dari dia,cuma lebih dewasa dan lebih terbuka.

Setelah kejadian itu,gue berusaha buat nyari tau kabar dia dari tmn gue yang bisa gue hubungin.namanya rangga.dan gue jadi semakin deket sama rangga.
Tapi sayangnya,si "Fariz" ini ttp sama kayak dulu.gak peka.waktu pertama kali dia sms gue.itu bener-bener kali pertama.karena sebelumnya gue dan dia gak pernah smsan.tapi setelah beberapa hari.BUZZZZ..dia ngilang lagi.

Ya,gue jadi males dan gak niat lagi buat nyari tau tentang si cowok india-arab smp gue ini.
Semakin lama,gue semakin gak inget sama dia,walaupun si rangga masih suka ngingetin tapi gue rasanya udah gak sepenasaran dulu.dan gue,rasa mungkin ini efeck dari titik jenuh gue.

Sayangnya,malam minggu tanggal 2 Agustus 2010 tepatnya jam 21:29 WIB dia sms gue LAGI!!!
Dan malam ini pun juga.
Dan kalian tau apa yang ada di benak gue sekarang? Gue lagi nyari tau gimana caranya gue tau apa yang gue rasain sekarang.karena jujur,gue gak sadar dan gak tau apa yang gue rasain sama si cowok india-arab ini,
Dan jangan lupa.namanya FARIZ GAFFAR AHMAD.

seandainya gue cewek lupa ingatan...

Malam ini tepatnya dari jam 7 lebih dikit,gue udah mulai nontonin semua film yang baru aja gue sewa dari derici bareng kakak gue.
Film pertama yang gue tonton td sore judulnya "the truth about love" film paling gak bagus nomor kesekian selain "lovly bones".film satu ini gak kalah ngeboseninnya.malah terkesan sia-sia.ceritanya gak penting banget.tentang cewek yang nyamar jadi orang lain buat ngebuktiin kalo suaminya emang rajanya selingkuh.
Dan sialnya lagi,dia bener-bener nyamar jadi salah satu orang tolol di dunia.yaitu : PENGGILA SEKS!!
Apa bagusnya? Toh kalo lo emang udah yakin punya suami yang gak bener hanya satu kata "just leave him"! Tapi,mungkin emang gak semudah itu kali ya,
Ya..gue cuma asal ngomong juga sih..haha.abis gue gak begitu yakin kalo gue yang ngalaminnya gak bakal ngelakuin hal yang sama..

Tapi yang jelas mungkin gue cuma bisa bilang dalam hati "seandainya gue cewek lupa ingatan" karena dengan gitu,gue bisa nyakitin sang raja selingkuh dan nyakitin dia lebih dari yang dia kasih..
ATAU, "seandainya gue lupa ingatan " gue gak bakal inget pernah nikah sama dia dan gue gak perlu nginget2 kalo dia emang sang raja selingkuh..

Ya..hidup itu emang berat,
Tapi seenggaknya gak seberat yang di bayangin kalo setiap saat gue mencoba buat ngebuatnya ringan.

Dan yang terpenting,dalam hidup ada yang datang dan pergi,
Mungkin,gimana pun gue berusaha buat gak inget semua hal-hal yang gak enak dalam hidup gue yang udah lalu,gue bakal tetep inget itu semua.karena gue sangat sadar dengan sistem kerja otak yang bisa nampung dengan memory lebih dari flashdisk paling canggih di dunia..karena itu,setiap kali semua yang gak enak itu balik lagi buat nyoba ngingatin gue,gue selalu berfikir "seandainya gue cewek lupa ingatan "

Tapi,setelah gue berfikir begitu,gue kembali tersadar setelah selesai nntn film kedua gue malam ini judulnya "50 date days "
Di film ini,gue bisa tau.kalo sebenernya jadi "cewek lupa ingatan " itu emang gak se-simple pemikiran gue.bayangin kalo gue jadi dia..
setelah kecelakaan sialan yang buat gue lupa ingatan,berhasil buat gue kayak orang gila tiap pagi.
Setiap ganti pagi,yang gue inget hanya tanggal sebelum gue kecelakaan.ngelakuin hal yang sama setiap hari..dan orang2 di sekeliling gue berpura2 buat ngelakuin semua itu.
Bener-bener hal mengerikan.

Blum lagi kalo gue ketemu sama cowok yang bener-bener cinta sama gue,sedangkan keesokan harinya gue gak kenal dan ngerasa gak pernah ketemu dia.
Itu pasti bakal bener-bener nyakitin.dan gue bisa buat hidup dia jadi bener-bener berat.sedangkan gue gak bakal sadar kalo gue ngelakuin hal itu.

Ya,itu seandainya gue jadi "lucy" di film "50 date days"

Tapi,perlu gue inget kalo kata-kata itu masih tetep melayang-layang sampe sekarang dimana gue ngetik tulisan ini pake bb kesayangan gue di depan pintu kamar kakak gue.itu tetap ada di kepala gue.

"seandainya gue cewek hilang ingatan " :)

Dear..Radityadika

Dear Radityadika
maaf,sebenernya dari tadi gue pengen banget nulis "kak dika" tapi gue gak enak..secara lo gak kenal sama gue.
dan apa hak gue buat manggil lo dengan sebutan yang sok akrab dengan kata-kata awalanya "kak".
tapi sejujurnya,gue mohon bolehin gue manggil lo dengan panggilan itu ya, :)

kak dika,gue sama sekali gak ngerasa konyol karna terkesan maksa buat manggil lo dengan sebutan aneh antara lo dengan orang asing kayak gue.Tapi,gue tetep pengen manggil lo "kak dika"..hahaha

maafin gue kalo buat lo ngerasa gak nyaman,tapi gue harap lo gak sempet buat ngerasa jijik sama gue ya...karena ini gue tulis sebagai surat gue buat lo kak.. :)

dear kak dika,
setelah gue baca Radityadika.com dan gue lupa udah sampe page berapa lo udah jadi my bloggydoggy HERO gue :)
eits jangan bingung kak dika, Bloggydoggy itu panggilan sayang gue buat blog gue ini...

di surat ini,gue cuma mau bilang TERIMA KASIH dari dalam hati gue yang paling dalam....
gue gak berharap lo buat nerka-nerka siapa atau apa pernah lo ketemu atau hanya sekedar papasan sama gue,karna kalo lo ngelakuin itu lo gak serius baca surat gue ini... :)

kak dika,
gue seneng banget,setelah lo masuk dalam hidup bloggydoggy gue ini,gue jadi terinspirasi buat nulis semua isi hati gue,dan ngerawat bloggydoggy sebaik-baiknya lo ngurusin Radityadika.com :)

kak dika,
gue cuma berharap lo tau kalo lo orang yang paling berjasa buat bloggydoggy,gue ngewakilin bloggydoggy ngucapin kata TERIMA KASIH itu buat lo, :)

kak dika,
sejujurnya gue berharap banget lo mau baca bloggydoggy tentang lo dari gue ini,dan gue hanya berharp itu.gue bakal bersyukur banget kalo lo mau baca dan nyemaptin kasi komentar tentang surat buat lo ini walaupun cuma berisikan satu huruf.gue bakal sangat bersyukur banget... :)

kak dika,
maaf kalo gue buat lo ngerasa "dipaksa" tapi itu bukan maksud gue,itu cuma harapan gue...
dan perlu kakak tau,kalo gue bakal berusaha sayang sama bloggydoggy kayak kakak sayang sama Radityadika.com

sekali lagi,gue ucapin TERIMA KASIH kak dika.... :)

Bloggydoggy dan Radityadika

Mungkin orang petama yang harus gue kasih kata2 "thanks" dari mulut gue adalah : Radityadika .
iya!gue yakin cuma dia yang patut gue kasih kata-kata itu sekarang.Mungkin kalian para pembaca blog gue (kalo juga ada) bakal ngerasa heran,kenapa harus Radityadika? emang gue siapanya dia? emang apa yang udah terjadi antara dia dan gue ? dan apa hubungan gue sama dia?
ok,gue bakal jawab.tapi sabar dong...
yang pertama : gue bukan siapa-siapanya Radityadika
yang kedua : gak ada hal atau peristiwa apapun yang terjadi antara gue dan Radityadika
yang ketiga : nah,ini jawaban yang paling penting...gue gak ada hubungan apa-apa sama Radityadika.

jangankan gue jadi seseorang yang penting dalam hidupnya dia,ketemu aja gak pernah..dia kenal gue juga enggak.
itu sangat benar adanya..hahahahaha,
siapa gue sampe Radityadika mau kenal sama gue.

tapi kalo kalian tanya,kenapa Radityadika dimasukin jadi judul tulisan gue kali ini,disinilah bakal gue jawab....

Radityadika.Iya,cowok yang udah nulis novel kambing jantan itu.Dia yang udah nginspirasiin gue buat perduli banget sama si "bloggydoggy" (panggilan sayang gue buat blog gue ini) .
kalo waktu itu gue gak nonton kambing jantan bareng temen gue Indah,gue gak yakin bakal mau berlama-lama dan nulis seabrek entri baru hari ini.

Hari itu,gue ngakak kenceng-kenceng di depan laptop kakak gue yang gue culik buat nonton kambing jantan di kamar bareng Indah temen gue.keadaan waktu itu mati lampu,dengan battery laptop yang cuma setengah gue nekat buat tetep nonton kambing jantan.
hahahahahaha...konyol atau enggak kita nonton itu berdua sambil nyantap agar-agar sisa sunatan adek gue.Dan saat itu lah,sebuah ilham yang di berikan Allah melalui Radityadika menyadarkan gue buat perduli sama si "bloggydoggy ".

dan sekarang,inilah yang udah gue perbuat stelah ilham itu menghampiri gue.
Nah,gimana gue gak harus ngucapin terima kasih sama Radityadika coba?kalo akhirnya bloggydoggy udah gue isi dengan 2 entri baru yang hanya berselang beberapa menit aja,hari ini.

seneng atau enggak,gue bakal tetp bilang makasih sama Radityadika.My Bloggydoggy HERO... (hoeks) hahahahahahaha....

dan inilah alasan kenapa gue buat Radityadika jadi judul entri kedua gue hari ini....

thanks Radityadika..
alot of my kisses,

19 juni 2009 vs 21 july 2010

pertama-tama gue bakal nulis sesuatu yang gak penting mungkin.tapi kalo menurut gue ini penting banget buat glog gue ini.
sebenernya "LO"(blog) udah gue buat dari 19 juni 2009.tapi pas itu gue bener-bener cupu.buat "LO" juga karna mau ikut-ikutan punya kayak orang-orang yang ada di go!girl magazine,hahahaha.konyol!
emang konyol banget deh gue rasa....ngapain coba buat atau nyiptain "LO" hanya karna mau ikutan orang.dan yang lebih tololnya lagi gue sama sekali gak ngerti sitem kerja "LO".

Dear my BLOG,
kalo boleh jujur,mungkin gue salah banget sama "LO".gue gak pernah perduliin "LO" setiap gue singgah beberapa jam di warnet.
padahal kalo difikir,gue udah duduk lama sampe rasanya gak bisa berdiri saking lamanya.tapi gue gak pernah ngunjungin "LO".jangankan buat ngunjungin "LO",befikir buat nulis alamat "LO" aja kagak...
tapi,ini lah kejujuran gue buat "LO" BLOG gue.

sebenarnya ada begitu banyak hambatan yang gue dapet buat selalu perduliin "LO".
yang pertama: biasanya gue ke warnet hanya karna hal-hal penting.contohnya,nyari tugas gue.
yang kedua: dirumah gue gak ada internet.jai gue gak bisa ngisi "LO" dengan semua rasa yang yang gue rasain.seneng atau enggak,gue yakin banget "LO" bakal mau dengerin gue.ya kan?

tapi,sekarang gue bakal berusaha buat selalu ngunjungin "LO" setiap gue berkesempatan. :)

maafin gue yang sebelumnya,dan terima lah gue yang sekarang...yang bakal berusaha buat "LO" ada dalam daftar hal no.2 terpenting dalam hidup gue :)

gue cinta "LO"...


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LO:bloggydoggy :)