should i ?

Dear my bloggydoggy,
Maybe this time I will tell you about him...
I will tell you about my heart feeling..
I don't know how can to start this,I don't know...now he bought me headache..
I'm crying now?no!I'm not..
Because I know,he never wanna give he's tears for me..
So,how can I spent my tears to him?
Today,I was so empty!I know something changed he's feeling with me,
I know,I realise,and I feel...

Dear you my blog,can you tell me everything is gonna be alright?
I don't care how could you,I don't care how would you...I just wanna know,
That's what happened to me,I know everything is gonna be alright.MAYBE...

If you tought that's I fell in love with the wrong person,so...what can I do?should I forget him?should I leaving him?should I to make everything is over?
Oh come on!I won't to be a loser for twice,
Loser cause I try to lying with my self.I lying cause,actually I need him.

There is many thing happened since he came to my life.I can opened mt heart,I can laugh,I can smile and I can to alowed him to make me fell in with him..
But,he said he won't to make me hurt.and than what did u do now?
Don't you think this is can make everything be so trouble?

Maybe I never know if I didn't ask you about this,
But should I to ask with you before I realise that by my self?